little boys in shorts

So I'm watching the Hunter x Hunter anime. The 2011 one. It's one of those series that I always meant to read/watch for YEARS but never got around to it. But Daisuke Namikawa voicing Mister Terrifying Pervert Clown?? I am all over that lmao.

It's one of those series that I think would have creeped me out a lot, when I was little, but now I generally find it mildly disturbing and inappropriately funny. Not too bad. I like it.

The world itself though is completely disturbing. I think it's the contrast between the sweet happy-go-lucky main character and how bright and cheery everything looks, to all the violent and gruesome death going on THAT NO ONE EVER BATS AN EYE AT LMAO.

working hard

Last night I dreamt that a tiny clown chased me around and bit off my face. But it was all sort of doused in numb dream-fear, so instead of OH GODOHGOD it was more of GODDAMMIT THIS IS ANNOYING.

And then I tried to make out with a mannequin. Which seems be a running theme in my stupid dreams for a while now. They never, like, come to life or anything either. It's just me and blank unpainted plastic/styrofoam/whatever-they're-made-out-of.

Which isn't really alarming either in the dreams. It's more of WHY AM I DOING THIS. WHY WOULD ANYONE MAKE OUT WITH A MANNEQUIN.