always with the teeth problems
Aug. 28th, 2018 08:19 pmOne of my back molars, that I got a really huge filling in five years ago, felt like it had a huge hole in it a few days ago. Like I woke up one day and I could feel something that felt like a huge crater in it with my tongue but it's so far back I can't really see what happened really well. I thought that maybe my filling fell out....somehow... except I don't really know if fillings do that. Anyways there was no pain so I was thankful for that and went to the dentist today.
Apparently, my teeth are clean and I'm doing a good job in keeping things clean and my filling is doing just fine BUT I FUCKING SOMEHOW BROKE OFF A HUGE PIECE OFF MY TOOTH AND I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW I DID THAT OR WHEN BECAUSE I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO IT. But I just need a crown so that should get taken care of in a few weeks.
Apparently, my teeth are clean and I'm doing a good job in keeping things clean and my filling is doing just fine BUT I FUCKING SOMEHOW BROKE OFF A HUGE PIECE OFF MY TOOTH AND I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW I DID THAT OR WHEN BECAUSE I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO IT. But I just need a crown so that should get taken care of in a few weeks.
i'll find you
Aug. 21st, 2018 08:57 pmWork's been slowing down a bit recently (I work in a lab that does a lot of testing for construction projects so the summer months are always very busy) but lmao I bizarrely feel more tired than usual. It's probably the last few really busy weeks catching up to me. Or the really long dreams I've been having. I usually have very strange dreams, so that doesn't phase me, but the ones I've had recently are just so long. Like it feels like way too much time is actually passing.
a king mutated
Jul. 24th, 2018 07:42 pm


Finished the Camelot Singularity in Fate/Grand Order yesterday! I fucking LOVED IT. I'm a huge sucker anyways for anything Arthur related and all the drama with the knights and the Bedivere reveal and Ozymandias being ridiculous (ALSO SUMMONED HIM WHEEE) and Nitocris being adorable EVERYTHING WAS GREAT.
crystal power
Jun. 24th, 2018 08:03 pm

Finally finished chapter 7 of Dissidia Final Fantasy Opera Omnia and awwww I love seeing Vincent in anything. I'm still mad that he's not in Dissidia NT (although I really enjoy that too and love maining Squall). But yeah chapter 7 was dumb and cute and honestly really confusing but the little twirl that Vincent does when you level him up is too adorable so I don't even care lol.
feed him grapes
Jun. 21st, 2018 07:52 pm"But we are friends, are we not?" she said, breathing rapidly and looking directly into Monte Cristo's eyes, while clasping his arm with both hands.
The blood rushed to the count's heart and he became as white as death; then it rose from his heart to his throat and spread across his cheeks. For a few moments his eyes would not focus, like those of a man dazzled by a bright light. "Of course we are friends, Madame," he replied. "Why should we not be?"
His tone was so far from the one that Mme de Morcerf desired that she turned away with a sigh that was almost a groan. "Thank you," she said, then started to walk on. In this way they went round the whole garden without saying a word.
"Monsieur," the countess suddenly resumed, after they had walked for ten minutes in silence, "is it true that you have seen so much, traveled so far, suffered so deeply?"
"Yes, Madame, I have suffered a great deal," he said.
"But are you happy now?"
--The Count of Monte Cristo by Alexander Dumas (Robin Buss translation)
I was rereading this recently (for the first time since I was a kid!) and I completely forgot how all the Mercedes and Edmond scenes wreck me emotionally. Poor sweethearts. ♥
demin dreams
Jun. 21st, 2018 07:34 pmPlaying lots of Fate/Grand Order recently and lmao I didn't mean to at first but I got both of RAITA's ladies recently:

I was just thinking about trying to summon Shuten Douji but Yuki Aoi's delicious voice sold me hard holy shit:

And then I decided that I might as well try to get Raikou too. Lmao those tits are amazing. ♥ Plus I didn't have a SSR Berserker so she's useful.

I was just thinking about trying to summon Shuten Douji but Yuki Aoi's delicious voice sold me hard holy shit:

And then I decided that I might as well try to get Raikou too. Lmao those tits are amazing. ♥ Plus I didn't have a SSR Berserker so she's useful.
lightning and rain
Dec. 19th, 2017 06:54 pmLast night I dreamt that I was stuck in a really nice little house on a tiny island in the middle of the ocean. I also could magically control water so I spent my time raising and lowering the tide lmao and making the rain start and stop. I also started sinking battleships that came nearby. A lot of people probably died. It started storming at one point and I noticed that there was a shit ton of dinosaurs walking by (near the house, and through the lol really low tide). And it honestly was one of the most beautiful things I've ever seen in a dream. Like they were all different sizes but some of them were enormous and I felt so small and they were so fucking colorful and like dream!me was just dumbfounded with being able to see this.
But they were walking a little too close to the house and I got paranoid about one of them crashing into it so I made some storm clouds act up and drive them away. KEEP MOVING DINOS.
But they were walking a little too close to the house and I got paranoid about one of them crashing into it so I made some storm clouds act up and drive them away. KEEP MOVING DINOS.
no one can resist
Dec. 14th, 2017 08:14 pmThe rider in black didn't halt his steed, but rather rode on. He was almost to where the road began its descent.
"Hold," the baron groaned once more, gnashing his teeth. My name is Baron Nichol Hayden of the same Xeno clan the Sacred Ancestor honored with control of the southern Frontier wards. I shall not allow you to leave. No, this is unforgiveable. No man should be more gorgeous than me." After drawing a breath, he continued, "Such beauty. You will not always be counted among humans. Tell me your name."
A flash of light lit the world like midday. Lit the rider.
Annette swooned. Even the rage-twisted Baron Hayden lost himself in rapture for a moment. Though neither of them could see anything but the figure's back, that alone was enough to refresh the memory of his exquisite features.
The figure in black rode away as easily as if he were on a peaceful lane.
"I shan't let you go!"
--Vampire Hunter D: Throng of Heretics
I will NEVER tire of every single VHD book constantly going over how beautiful D is. It's my favorite thing ever. ♥♥♥
Going to visit family in Detroit for a few days at Christmas this year. Which makes me happy because any possibility of seeing some snow is great. Of course I only say this because living in Atlanta means that I never really see any and I'm sure that if it was a regular thing it would be more of a nuisance than anything lol. BUT STILL EXCITED.
Time to find my grandma a gift then. EVERYONE ELSE CAN ENJOY MY AMAZING COMPANY AS THEIR GIFT.
Time to find my grandma a gift then. EVERYONE ELSE CAN ENJOY MY AMAZING COMPANY AS THEIR GIFT.
I got my ears pierced for the first time ever! Regular earlobe piercings, that is. It hurt a lot less than I expected and after the actual pain of the needle going in, I haven't felt any pain since then so I think things are healing well. I have a follow up appointment in January and I want to get another set in my lobes (and then two higher up ones on the rims of my ears) so hopefully I'll get those done then.
Sleeping on my back to avoid pressing my ears into the pillow every night is horrible though. I'm really sick of it lmao.
Sleeping on my back to avoid pressing my ears into the pillow every night is horrible though. I'm really sick of it lmao.
My cousin took me test driving at a few dealerships (she's a car genius and works in the industry) so I could finally narrow down what car I'm getting (hopefully by the end of this year or early next year!) and I decided on a Subaru Forester. I've been driving a really old Honda Passport for a while now but I learned to drive on a old Subaru Outback, so the Subaru is what I'm really used to driving. Like it feels the most familiar to me. BUT I LOVE the Passport's height and look so I figured that the Forester will work out great lmao.